Last Day of 2011

One hour to 2012.

I seldom review the year that's finishing and not usually have any new year's resolution too. Nevertheless, I have to say, 2011 was a special year. From pregnant to Caelum's arrival, and now he's three months old. This is the biggest change in my life, actually, our lives. He's a happy boy, I hope he can always be a happy boy.

40 mins to go.

I think the one most significant thing I have realised this year is how normal I am.  I am a normal person living a normal life with a normal family forming normal relationships with people everyday and working on a normal job. It's not a sad thing to be ordinary.

30 mins to go.

Love you all.

Bad dream

I hate dreams that scare myself to wake up. Now what?

The uneasy feeling remains, keeps me out from reality, stops me from going back to sleep. Imagination flies in the wrong direction.

Just go away!

Christmas 2011

今年聖誕爸媽回港去了，而我們則多了Caelum陪我們過。

平安夜沒甚麼特別，日間小王子油deck，我帶Caelum出街。黃昏我和Caelum到教會BBQ。

昨天是聖誕，又是星期日。一如既往上教會。崇拜後有Christmas Party，在教會留到兩時左右，再到麥當當吃了杯McFlurry。回家和Caelum睡了兩小時。夜晚沒飯開的人聚在我家，幸好「小菜王」有開門可買外賣。就這樣我和六位男仕（包括Caelum）過了聖誕夜。

今天Boxing Day。小王子繼續油deck，我和Caelum去Shopping。累死人。多人得像在尖沙咀，還要推著BB車，我還十分佩服自己。買了沒減價的東西給Caelum，太浪費了。

回家後Caelum睡了一會，我又和他玩了一會，才催得小王子出去吃飯。發現了Caelum和我有同樣的嗜好。

現在十一時，又要餵奶了。

The furthest distance in the world

A friend of mine posted a picture on facebook:

 

Then another friend of mine replied (which has been removed already)  with a few lines started with “世上最遙遠的距離…”. By now you should already know, this has nothing to do with Tagore at all. It’s probably originated from 《荷包裡的單人床》, written by 張小嫻:

世上最遙遠的距離，
不是生與死的距離，
不是天各一方，
而是我就站在你面前，
你卻不知道我愛你。

Anyway, I am not here to talk about these lines, I am not here to discuss 張小嫻 as well.

The furthest distance – I pondered on this. Is this really the furthest distance? Comparing to “being far far apart”, and comparing to “the quick and the dead”? I don’t know. If you are alive, and we are not far far apart, at least I can see you, I can talk to you, I can understand you, I can see your smile, I can love you. Does it really matter too much that you don’t know I love you?

I then thought a bit more. Maybe the furthest distance in the world, at all time, is “I have the confidence in myself going to heaven but you are still in doubt”. So as Christmas is at the corner, maybe we should tell our friends and family about Christ. You know, to keep our distance short, always. :)

Merry Christmas, everyone.

For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him.

-- John 3:16-17

Teepee

週末我們買了這個，多年的願意終於達成！我一直想要一個帳幕讓我可以躲進去，一直都沒有機會，見過的又都太昂貴，小王子也覺得沒地方可以放。終於我們建了一個Deck，又碰巧這個帳幕在Sylvia Park的攤位發售，而且價錢可接受，我三心兩意下還是買了回來。現在一點也沒後悔，很高興我有買它呢！

從小我就喜歡躲起來，喜歡被包圍。以前有張碌架床，給我們切斷了並「L」字型般上下重疊著，重疊處有一點空間，我很喜歡躲在那裡。後來沒有了那一張床，我就躲在沙發上，然後用cushions圍邊然後蓋頂，造了自己的空間。弟弟出世後我常偷偷的睡在他的床和Playpen裡，還把他的Playpen睡壞了（要知那時我已經七歲）。

終於擁有一個帳幕了！

肥

Caelum好慘啊！返一次教會俾人話佢四、五十次肥仔。。。大個啲唔可以咁話佢㗎喇，好傷佢心㗎。。。我自己要先戒口唔可以咁叫佢。。。 XD

囍

最近非常多人結婚，所知的香港有三對，這裡也有三對，大概是結婚的好時機，又或者我已經到了身邊的人都趕著結婚的年紀。

其中某小姐算是閃婚吧！雖然她口頭上用詞是「註冊」，又說是為了申請宿舍，但那也是結婚吧。秘密註冊也算啊，不是大事舖張才能分類為結婚的。對這小姐走到這一步，我實在非常安慰，竟然在這世代裡這個年頭還終於找到一個好人，懂愛她又會照顧她，而且算得上相貌堂皇，非常有陽光氣息（小王子的嫲嫲說他很親切）。不是誇張的說，我真的很欣慰，很為他們高興。這是一個她願意和他「註冊」的男人呢。

噢，W先生也是閃婚的，但他們兩個已年屆四十，又想要孩子，所以不快點不行，也可以理解。

另外00也要在一月結婚了，她倒不是閃婚的，也在一起數年了。我之後是May May，現在是00，還要等Da da, GG和Lou Lou。。。噢，當然還要等小五，但小五看上去還是有點距離啊啊啊！閣下請努力一點，讓我們安心。

除了這諸多的婚事外，謝家也有喜，下星期又再照超聲波，便知性別。呵呵，這孩子會是好朋友中和Caelum年紀最近的啦！下一個也不知會是誰家出的了。我很興奮，所以週末準備再會謝氏，看漸大的肚子。

返台

昨晚和Jack送別，他要回台灣了。我們去「大長今」，很差呢，以後不要去了（對不起啊某人！！！）。在大學時Jack跟我們打交道幾年，我們都是要他說廣東話的。估不到離開校園後，在其他的渠道中使他的廣東話更上一層樓，九成都聽得懂了。反觀我們的普通話，好像一點也沒進步。。。

晚飯後Jack來我爸媽家看看Caelum。呵呵，Jack回台灣會女朋友啦，說結婚會告訴我，又說會生兩個。他見到Caelum便給他照了相要給女朋友看。

又一個要走啦。。。

病

爸爸病了，然後Caelum病了，然後我病了，然後媽媽病了，昨天連小王子也病了。。。這個菌很強，就差弟弟還沒病倒。不過現在爸爸好了，Caelum好了，我也好了，就只差媽媽和小王子。

幸好都是石小姐和男友走後才病。。。

順度post一下細路食手短片。