Omnia mea mecum porto

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Now...

Good to play guitar while watching Bones.. and staying online. :D

Interesting Human Mind and Behaviour

I took this at the airport in February. Sorry the first photo is not very clear, but you get the idea.

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No? You don’t? Okay, the box in the first photo has much fewer coins than the one in the second photo.

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Still don’t get it? Look at the post title. If you still don’t get it, too bad, our minds not alike.

 

For people who get the idea, isn’t that interesting. Tell me which box will you choose to throw your coin into.

James and relativity

Gypsy: How’s James? Is he making a lot of noise?

Mal: James? Noise?

Gypsy: Ya, is he talking?

Mal: Oh yes of coz. Last night we had a lengthy discussion about relativity.

Gypsy: Oh really, so was his idea align with Einstein or he has his own idea?

Mal: Na, he has his own theory. Ground breaking.

打羽毛球的好處

打羽毛球的好處有很多。。。Okay，我不是想寫小學文章談運動的好處。順帶一提，我中學時是寫過一篇《談談笑的好處》。

其實我是想說我的右手腕啦。一直有毛病的右手腕，在每星期打羽毛球下漸有改善，現在已經可以維持久一點，我感覺到它強壯了呢。另外，整個人比起初時已沒那麼易累，唔，也有可能因為昨天只打了一小時，或許是錯覺吧，哈哈。

礙於右手腕還是脆弱，我還是會間中用左手的。也好嘛，就當是練習我的左手，那它不但可以用滑鼠，還可以打羽毛球了，哈哈哈。。。

Winter accessories

I have my gloves on now, although these two days are warmer.

Actually I don't like wearing gloves. I love gloves, but don't like wearing them.

I love scarfs though. I have heaps at home... and I still want more different colour and different style scarfs.

Now I have beanie and hats too. :)

Trilustralis

Although it's a sleepy day for me, it was a good day yesterday.

In the morning we went to McDonald for breakfast as our Sunday usual. Yes, yes, I did say I am gonna eat less, but cold day need food to fix it up. Then we went to New World supermarket. I was thinking someone may suddenly decided to take my 小月 on stage that morning but Chris took my 9 volt battery, so I went to New World to get one just in case. Ya, I am a "just-in-case" person, that's why usually I pack everything including the things that I normally don't use to camp. Anyway, it turns out someone didn't even remember he should be playing guitar in the morning. :P

Then we went to Church. It's Holy Word Church's 15th birthday today. Everyone's happy, I think. Adrian laughed at me when he first saw me in the morning, he said I wore so many clothes, like it's really cold. Hey, IT WAS cold! Sorted out some stones and cups for Katie and chatted with the young girls. Singspiration team all dressed in some sort of purple, including the unintended coincidental purple scarf of 蓮's master. Right, first time 蓮 get on the stage, Mei Mei took a picture of him alone after the Sunday service. Katherine wore her new pretty T-shirt (well, she got a new one *very* often anyway) and sat next to me during the service. Pastor Man was here with us and he preached a very good sermon. Ah, and they cut the cake, which I didn't eat.

Not particularly want to mention this, but at several moments I felt sad that he couldn't wait and see this 15th birthday. Maybe he's watching, just not in the same dimension.

After lunch, it's guitar lesson as usual. At night we went back to Church for... ummm... a sharing time, I guess? I was quite sleepy though. Actually, I am still sleepy now. 大大福 was on stage, little-prince was obviously enjoying it.

Weather wasn't good AT ALL, but that was not a problem for the day. I have a feeling that people are generally happy, so, I am happy too. :)

It's winter now

It's very very cold these two days. Winter has arrived. We probably only had a day of autumn this year. Don't even have time to take out winter clothes.

It's freezing cold. And I am worse at withstanding cold weather now. A very bad thing for me, coz I cannot wear too many clothes, and I cannot wear most of the wool products. So I am cursed by cold weather, although most of the people think I don't wear enough clothes because I want to look cool... actually I want to be "warm", haha.

I want to say "I don't like winter", but people are saying that there are too many things I don't like already, so maybe I will leave winter alone this time. What about saying "I like summer much much more"?

Ah, spent quite a number of words talking about weather and season again. Typical thing I'd do.

Let me keep my Cinderella schedule: sleep before 12.

"想從欲望里寫出一朵花來"

http://news.sina.com.tw/article/20090519/1727648.html

我是一個非常講求欲望的人，很想從欲望里寫出一朵花來。我沒有辦法去寫一些歌功頌德的歌曲。我喜歡從生活的痛苦、矛盾、掙扎裡面去找，因為人在最大的壓力下可能擠壓出一些真的智慧。太平順了就會過著薄如紙的表面人生。有的人一輩子沒有吃過什麼苦，真的很可憐。

己丑年己巳月乙丑日

今天是小王子的生日。 小王子一早起來和平常一樣吻了我一下臉頰就上班（需知道沒有做這個步驟的話下班後我會說他對我不好的），我就睡到八時左右，起來擦牙洗臉，悠閒地準備上班去。

回到公司打電話給已屆三十的相公，但他沒有聽電話，我只好刻意上Gmail跟他道賀一句。 今晚和我一家及姑姐一家吃飯。七時十五分，說起來也差不多時間了，他們也該快出門了。對，我還在公司，只是吃飯的地方在Panmure，我也懶得回家再出來啦。 哎～收拾一下吧。

女書

女書

你送我女性的美麗
為別人做安慰　送要送的勉勵
你送我女性的信念
願動人活一次　靠要靠的愛字
願我記住

男孩沒有像我細緻的志願
叫世界變得更圓　即使伊甸都厭倦
難承受誡命便逾越
留下你超出生與死的女書

從兩眼最深處　傳最闊的庇護
如時代裂了　女媧的愛亦流轉
從兩臂最彎處　尋最美的歲月
如誰人攰了　女生因愛亦情願
從不會抱怨　或者不會決斷
但撐起永遠

你送我女性的國度
為諾言為擁抱　要我要的哄動
嬿嬿與娓娓都奧妙
是姮娥是婉娩　有我有的女字
為你記住

男孩沒有像我細緻的志願
叫世界變得更圓　走出伊甸不怕倦
抑然為快樂便逾越
重拾你寫給新世紀的女書

從兩眼最深處　傳最闊的庇護
如時代裂了　女媧的愛亦流轉
從兩臂最彎處　尋最美的歲月
如誰人攰了　女生因愛亦情願
如風的細說　如詩的女書

熊熊餓了

北極熊好慘啊 >_<

結他眾

本來只是想說說我送了甚麼給小王子，但洗澡時想起原來我從沒有說過結他們呢！所以決定借這個機會說一說。

	首先呢，一定要介紹一下我的小結他。她的名字叫「小幸」，有時我會叫她「幸寶寶」，是阿智給我的。他大概是見我當時彈普通結他好像很辛苦的樣子，便隨手拿了個小童結他給我。小幸是藍色的，非常可愛。最初我連彈小幸也很有難度，還差點以為一世也彈不到正常尺寸的結他了。我早兩天才替她調了音，現在我拿來在床上彈，因為她比較小，易控制一點。 小幸有個哥哥叫「蓮」，是我堅持要改這個名字的。他的主人常常扭曲這個名字，稱他謂「大波蓮」或「姣婆蓮」，我非常不滿，相信蓮也不太高興。剛剛這個星期日我用阿智的相機給蓮和他的主人拍了個合照，礙於我沒有拿到那照片的緣故，再加上他主人最近好像會咬人般凶惡，為求自保我還是下次給蓮影個獨照再放出來。蓮的主人還有一支叫「巧」的Acoustic，對，名字也是我改的。他的主人好像很少帶他外出，所以巧大概都是在家的。唔，家居型的結他呢。 阿智和蓮的主人經常意圖毀了小幸，蓮的主人有回還獻計於阿智如何能得逞。所以我現在都不帶她出門了，免得歹徒有機可乘。
	這是「小月」，也稱為「月寶寶」。原本有想過叫她「小真」或「娜娜」的，但實在都不太喜歡，便叫她小月了。或者下一支結他可改名為「L」或「龍崎」，哈哈。 小月是阿智及蓮的主人送我的生日禮物，所以對我來說比小幸更特殊，那是我死纏爛打要獨獨他們倆合資的。小月很漂亮，是我喜歡的木色，音色很好。現在我大多是彈小月的了，而且我一見到她有點髒就擦擦擦擦的。只不過因為我的距離感問題，小月還是間中會輕輕碰到硬物，哎呀呀～我已份外小心的了。 比起其他結他如巧，小月體形上還是小了一點點的，很可愛哦。和小幸不同，小月是住在盒子裡的，盒子是小王子送的生日禮物，我說要的，呵呵。
	這是「大福」，名字是小王子改的。他是小王子第一支Bass。小王子現在也拿著他玩Red Hot Chili Peppers呢。他很重，黑色看上去還滿酷的。
	這是「大大福」，名字也是小王子改的。哎呀～大大福很貴的呀！他都是住在盒子裡，小王子不常拿他出來，大概是捨不得吧。我倒覺得不拿出來玩玩實在是浪費，而且大大福也不會開心的。所以我就對小王子說要多點拿他出來玩玩。想想你是一支結他，你的用途就是拿來彈的嘛；若你英雄無用武之地，又怎會高興呢！
	最後就是我送給小王子的卅歲生日禮物，一支Acoustic Bass了。還沒有名字啊，但我已內定了是男孩子。他是五線的，雖然對我這個不會彈Bass的人來說也沒甚麼分別，只是阿智給我選了支五線的啦（對，還沒有付錢呢。。。）。蓮的主人和我幫他調過音，不過後來阿智還是要再調，回家後小王子還是要再調呢。看上去幫Bass調音好像安全一點，因為線粗些，像是難斷些。但那麼粗，一斷若彈到我的話，鐵定會見血啦。。。所以調音時我還是離他完遠一點比較好。

另外周知祈的電結他和Acoustic也在我家呢。。。

小五

今天第一個話題，我想說一說小五。對，爭在小王子的生日晚宴前，我想說一說小五，因為昨晚我們又談起相識經過。其實說是談起，就不過是我一個人在說回那件陳年舊事，可憐的小五又要給我在別人面前「揶揄」一次。

記得是中四那年認識小五的。詳情不再說了，否則小五也太可憐了（周知喬，這些年來人家已經夠可憐了吧！）。我給他的借口大概是我身邊的小白兔清純可愛美若天仙，小五一下子就給迷住了，嘿嘿。自從「和我走在一起」後的小五，慚愧慚愧，大概沒甚麼好日子過。我總是這麼的大小姐，小五又總是縱容我橫行霸道。看水嶋的帥管家，小五大概就像是我的管家般（只是不怎麼帥。。。），我就是那副很曳的德性，給了他好些慘烈的回憶吧。

想想「小五」這個名稱還是因為他在我家吃飯後抹檯，Da和我說他是「阿四」，他自薦說是「小五」的。也不記得是之前還是之後，我又對外宣揚小五是我的たまごっち，可憐了善良的小五，也接受了「命運」的安排。我有甚麼也是找小五的，壞事尤其，找小五幫我善後；小五也真是毫無怨言地妥妥貼貼的辦好每件事。哭我也是找小五，難過我也是找小五，使小五的女朋友妒忌，我還要好不要臉的覺得人家器量小。從中學到大學，小五還是沒能逃出我這個魔女的爪牙，在我回家昏睡時，還要通宵達旦把group project趕完。

現在回想起來，怎麼我這麼壞的呢。。。如果不是我的欺壓，可能小五現在已有漂亮女友甚至已名成利就結婚生子了！小五這麼多年委曲求全，現在心智成熟了一點的我回想起來實在有點不好意思呢。。。不過，小王子常說小五那時有份寵壞我，以致我的氣燄變本加厲，愈發不可收拾；所以哦～小五你也要負責任啊！！！

說起負責任，記得有一次我跟小五說不如我們拍拖算了，他立刻很害怕的問我是不是說笑而已，我當然是隨便說說而已。不過我也隨後說若我以後找不到男朋友那小五就當我的男朋友照顧我吧。我想小五已經忘記了，我也不記得他怎樣答，大概是冒了一身冷汗，直到小王子的出現才定了驚吧，哈哈哈。。。那只是說說而已，我也說過小五是一開始就被定為「完全不可能愛上或戀愛的對象」（很遺憾吧！），哎～真是委屈了小五呢。

經過大概就是這樣了。後來我長大了點，人變得友善了嘛，就欺負他少了。。。XD

卅

昨晚我們聚在Cock n Bull，為小王子慶祝將至的卅歲生日。今時今日能集廿六人出席，也算是盛事了，哈哈。

下午小王子也去Terry那裡剪了頭髮，真好，早就該剪了。

小暉已把相給我了，讓我貼些出來，容後再說昨晚的情況。

La Gitanilla

Started to read La Gitanilla.

愛

我們愛的是愛人，還是愛的是愛情？

若我愛的是愛情，那無論那個是愛人，大概沒甚麼干係。

幸或不幸，我大概愛的是愛人。

慶生

下星期是小王子的生日，這個星期日我們會和朋友們一起慶祝。

滿心期待。

我要不要穿得很漂亮呢？哈哈哈。。。

隨想

最近我很少在這個網誌裡寫些甚麼，一切都從那個開始。呵，不必深究。突然覺得這樣下去也不是辦法呢，好像冷落了面向外的自己，只是思想在裡面不停的運行著。

今天是星期五，週末將至，份外寬心，再加上暫時是好天氣呢。日子和天氣都是我很喜歡說的話題。人們都是沒話說就說說日子和天氣來免尷尬的，我倒是真的對這兩件事有興趣。所以和沒話題的人我是不會說這兩件事，倒是和熟人才會談起，就算是論盡風花雪月、春夏秋冬、溫涼冷熱。大概是一般人會覺得好不無聊的話題。

這天辦公室內有點靜，因為有些人放假，有些人見客。我們這個區域只有小貓五六隻在工作，有點冷清。讓我想起日本動畫的情景：數個人走到建築物外面，一陣風貼地吹過，捲起了枯葉。對，就是這樣的冷清感覺，有點卡通化吧。

想剪短我的長髮，也不理好不好看了，只是想把它們剪了。人們說剪髮會換心情，我沒有想要換甚麼心情，只是厭了我的長髮，想要清爽一點而已。呵，天氣不太對呢，現在是冬天，有點寒冷，不要緊吧。

自殘

點解次次打羽毛球都打瘀隻左手㗎。。。
仲次次都係俾我自己打瘀嘅。。。
仲次次都係同一個位。。。

咁即係永遠都唔會好㗎啦。。。


左手：嗚嗚。。。右手用個拍打我啊。。。

這天花亂墜的泡沫

Ah my eye

Went to badminton last night. Ya, I go every Tuesday. "Someone" hit my right eye with the badminton, although "this person" said it was me hitting myself. :P

Anyway, poor me, poor eye. It was hurt. >_< Still feel a bit painful when strong wind blow unto me this afternoon (Ivy and I went out to get lunch). Ah... not really that bad, I am just exaggerating a little bit.

Flying cow is flying happily in front of me. And now I have a parrot that will copy whatever we say once it is turned on. My desk is still very messy. Really need to tidy up at some stage.

I am more energetic this week, Joe said he can feel it too. At least I am not day dreaming while he's talking to me about work.

Winter time, I gained some weight, haha...

Six o'clock

It's raining again, and it's very very cold. That's why I love summer and dislike winter.

Listening to By The Sea. No, not the Sweeny Todd one, I like that one too, but this is the Suede one. Ya, I know, nothing new. I am always listening to the same songs. Who cares.

I am gonna read some old school CLAMP comics... ya, CLAMP, I love you.

Life change

Not that I want to be more sexually attractive, but I have just downloaded Ulysses onto my iPod Touch... A bit tempted to read it. 

I don't like reading books on iPod actually. However I am not going to buy this book. 

Mind you that my 560 pages Dante's Inferno is still in progress (okay, half of it is Italian, so 280 pages then). And I still yet to move onto Purgatorio and Paradise...

Go, read more, play more guitar, go online less!

First of May

When I was small, and Christmas trees were tall,
we used to love while others used to play.
Don't ask me why, but time has passed us by,
some one else moved in from far away.

Now we are tall, and Christmas trees are small,
and you don't ask the time of day.
But you and I, our love will never die,
but guess we'll cry come first of May.

The apple tree that grew for you and me,
I watched the apples falling one by one.
And I recall the moment of them all,
the day I kissed your cheek and you were mine.

When I was small, and Christmas trees were tall,
do do do do do do do do do...
Don't ask me why, but time has passed us by,
some one else moved in from far away.