器量小

大概我是一非常小器的人，就是全世界也忘記背後，努力面前的時候，我還是量度很小的斤斤計較。對傷害了我，把我的信任踐踏了的人，我沒辦法正視。Candy教了我許多待人處事的放法，也教我怎樣設身處地為別人著想，但我要怎樣才能夠明白若我是對方的話也可能會做一樣的事情呢？我要怎樣才可以明白原來一方的付出和期望不一定換取另一方的重視呢？

說了這一句，我想，或者只是我的愛不夠，我的容忍和接受不夠。若我的愛足夠，或者我不會計較太多，或者我會一味付出，或者我會不怕被傷害，也不怕被拒絕，厚著臉皮的衝過去。我說那麼多，想那麼多，人還是不願意輕易的放過，一定是因為愛不夠。

其實我也有對別人付出過這樣的多啊，是厚此薄彼吧。

要做個好孩子，還真的不容易。

Reprieve

Subject: Reprieve

Content:

Dear Latin 101,

Due to  the large numbers of big, sad eyes and wrinkled foreheads, your petition has been granted and the test which was to be administered tomorrow (the 5th of Oct) will now be delayed until Friday the 8th of October instead.

Sincerely

Abigail

Everyone in the class was begging for postponement, Abigail needed to ask Prof. Mackay. I said she can tell her we are having a mass hysteria here because of the test, and everyone’s face was pale. Anyway, we got that! Sweet!

Electric Blue

Electric blue eyes, where did you come from
Electric blue eyes, who sent you
Electric blue eyes, always be near me
Electric blue eyes, I need you

Domine, Domine, Deus
Domine, Adiuva Me
Domine, Domine, Deus
Domine, Adiuva Me
Hey, eh, hey, eh

If you should go, You should know I love you
If you should go, You should know I'm here
Always be near me, guardian angel
Always be near me, there's no fear

Domine, Domine, Deus
Domine, Adiuva Me
Domine, Domine, Deus
Domine, Adiuva Me
Hey, eh, hey, eh

(When I first listened to this song ages ago, of course I didn't know those are Latin. This is one of my favourite Cranberries songs, funny aye. Always in my mind, especially now, in the middle of the night.

If you should go, you should know I love you. If you should go, you should know I'm here.

Domine, Domine, Deus - Lord, Lord, God; Domine, Adiuva me - Lord, Help me.)

送別

前往機場中，送小王子的雙親回港。一星期就這樣過去了，已到分離之時，要說再見。

明天又是正常上班的日子。

Ignoscere

God just spoke to me through my textbook: "Si Deum nobis ignoscere volumus, nos debemus aliis hominibus ignoscere."... Well, actually, mihi ignovisti ut aliis ignoscere possim. Guess I know what to do.

If you saw this on my facebook status, you may wonder what it means.

"Si Deum nobis ignoscere volumus, nos debemus aliis hominibus ignoscere." means "If we want God to forgive us, we ought to forgive other men."

Then I thought, although we ought to forgive others, yet it is not because we want to be forgiven.

Mihi ignovisti ut aliis ignoscere possim. Id est, you have forgiven me so that I am able to forgive others.

I will try.