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十一月二十五日 - 結婚日

一早起來，感恩。

I hurt my finger >_<

Haha... the day before wedding, I hurt my finger. How bad is it? hmmm... it's like a little mummy now, haha. Cannot right click my mouse, and cannot type with that finger. Fortunately it is the middle finger of my right hand, so tomorrow when Little Prince put the ring on my left hand it would not look too odd. XD

Well, it's just my style ay, has to have something stupid happen on me for all important events, haha. That's cool. I don't think it looks really bad, but it looks funny. It was really painful!

紅豆

今早聽到<<紅豆>>，唱著唱著差點哭出來了。我常常都這樣白痴，幸好沒有真的哭了，要不四周駕著車的人會以為我是怎麼了。

"有時候 有時候 我會相信一切有盡頭
相聚離開 都有時候 沒有甚麼會永垂不朽
可是我 有時候 寧願選擇留戀不放手
等到風景都看透 也許你會陪我看細水長流"

我是很愛小王子的。要不我怎麼跟他這麼多年，怎麼在我最想離開的時候我都沒有離開。我們不是一直平穩的。我們的問題，在這些年來重覆數不了的那麼多次。由我說"再一次就走"到說"我放棄了"，我知我已不會因為這個問題離開。不是問題不再重要，只是我徹悟到若我真的選擇放手，他是不會改變然後來尋回我的。我若放手，他就會放手。他不是詩情畫意的人，不會單方面愛著離開了的對方，也不會找回對方。

我的小王子，其實從來不為誰改變；我又何嘗不是這樣？是不是不為對方改變就是不夠相愛，這幾年我總埋首在這樣的疑惑裡；現在想來，為對方接受或原諒對方不會改變的，或者更加是愛。

Reluctance

Have to say, although I want to get married, I am still quite reluct to be called anything about my status change, such as Mrs, or "Si Laai", or "Taai taai"... I had not thought of changing my name to include Little Prince's surname. The reason for not wanting to add his surname is just because that's too much trouble. Why am I reluct to be called Mrs etc? Errr... I don't know, maybe I am just not used to it yet, and that sounds too old for pretty girl like me huh (:C===)!

Ah, don't call me something like that yet, give me several years to get used to it please...