21 May 2012

My men

It was Caelum's papa's birthday yesterday. On the same day we had our child dedication ceremony for Caelum. Both of them had dressed up smart yesterday. Caelum's hair was naturally nice and smooth too. Surprise, surprise.

The two men I love.

Thank God for everything.

17 May 2012

Superstar

Listening to Jesus Christ Superstar on the way from Auckland to Matamata this morning and now from Matamata to Auckland. One of my favourite musicals. Not my car, not me driving, not my CDs.

If you are familiar with the musical as well as your bible, you will know which part is biblical base, which part is historical and cultural base, which part is speculation, which part is imagination. The musical have layout and setup the scenes very well. The lyrics and music are superb. You can get the ignorance, the misunderstanding, the hate, the pain, the darkness and sadness, the irony, the heartbroken... all from hearing it.

Touch my nerves every time.

16 May 2012

開心啲

開心的小朋友叫媽媽要開心。

The bright side

As I was complaining about my life and all these tiring things happening around me, God has decided to give a way out now as it seemed to be not so bearable for me anymore. As usual he didn't give me any more than what I should have, but enough for me so I don't have to worry. And the better part is: unconditional and quick settlement. Id est do not need to worry anything anymore and will be done soon.

One less thing on my shoulder now. Now I am a bit more energetic to visit Matamata tomorrow.

Life is not as bad as I thought now!

Me tired

I am so tired... of everything. Work, selling house... I want a break from all these, but quite stuck at the moment. Basically sick of life. Nevertheless the thing about being sick is one day you should get better. I am just waiting for the day.

Until the day, this is what keep me going on...

I just want to go home and see Caelum now.

又一天

驟晴驟雨,典型的奧克蘭天氣。

想無憂。很難。

14 May 2012

選擇

如果喜歡上一個沒有結果的人,該說出來還是一直沉默的好?

想起朋友說的一件事而已。

又,是堅持容易,還是放棄容易?

把祕密對著洞裡說一遍,然後藏起來。

永遠永遠。

部份

人生滿是失望和悵然若失的事情,然而那也是生存的一部份。沒有這樣的失落,也不代表完美。

對著使人惆悵的事情,我開始看開了。塞翁失馬,焉知非福。命裡的事,乃命定的事,隨緣也好。

想得太好才會接受不了。

13 May 2012

First Mother's Day as a mother

Today is the first Mother's Day since I have become a mother.

Yesterday Nicholas bought me some flowers. He said Caelum told him to buy me flower before he fell asleep.

I hope next year Caelum would understand what is Mother's Day!

11 May 2012

Caelum's first swimming class

Today Caelum had his first swimming class. Before the class we went into the kid pool with Caelum. He liked it very much when I hit the water with my hands and made some sounds.

Then we had the swimming lesson. It's quite a bit of exercise for me actually. Caelum was not afraid but very serious and concentrated. I think he enjoyed it.

Although they say the water babies classes are from six months old, Caelum was the youngest. Other kids are at least a year old. It's good to start early though.

It was fun to swim with Caelum. :)

07 May 2012

Conditional clause: Contrary to fact

If it was for me, I would be glad.

01 May 2012

Feeding

I usually feed Caelum the first and the last bottle of milk. It's difficult in the morning because I want to sleep more, and difficult at night because sometimes he doesn't want to eat. Nevertheless those are some really good times.

Tonight I fed him with his last bottle, and now he's sleeping next to me. Yes, very bad, he's a but clingy recently.