Busy & Sick

Yes, I haven't update my blog for so long, I know.

I have been thinking much less. In the past even when I am busy, I can think a lot in my brain at the same time, sometimes lose concentration on my work as well when I am sad. Now my brain doesn't wander all the time. Stay focus on what I am doing, and you know, recently, I am extremely busy, no time to do anything outside work and study.

I am a bit sick, for several days already. However, I have to go to work everyday because there are heaps going on at the moment and I really can't take any time off. I am now drinking some 京都念慈菴川貝枇杷膏+water which I took from Joe's office. Hopefully that will make me well for tomorrow client site visit.

Very sleepy.

Cold and rainy all the time.

II. Martial's humor iterum

Thais habet nigros, niveos Laecania dentes.

Quae ratio est? Emptos haec habet, illa suos.

Thais has black teeth, Laecania has white.

What is the reason? This woman has store-bought teeth, that one has her own.

Iterum, LOL. So one woman has black teeth because they are her real teeth; the other woman has white teeth because they are bougt fake teeth.

Quam feminam leges?
(Which woman will you choose?)

I. Martial's humor

Quem recitas meus est, o Fidentine, libellus;

sed male cum recitas, incipit esse tuus!

The little volume (of poetry) that you reciting is mine, Fidentinus;

But when you recite it badly, it begins to be yours!

I physically LOL after I read this in IC.

Quam non amare linguam Latinam potes!
(How can you not love Latin language!)

OMG a GG Draw 1-1 NZ - Slovakia

!!!!!

Good job All Whites!!! Good last minute goal!!!

展開雙翼

正在躊躇，到底是繼續畫好，還是彈結他好。已經洗了澡，這麼乾淨，這麼香，大概不繼續畫比較好呢。

今天走到Ellerslie的街道去買午餐時，順道四週拍了拍照。天氣很好。連續下了個多星期雨，就是無雨的時候也是陰天，難得今日天氣好，只是一樣的冷。

昨晚又聽了《下一站天國》，想著和上一次聽時想著的事情。短促卻被渴求為永恆的夏天已經過去，我卻不如想象般脆弱。

夏の落とし物。

請勿回望，請勿回望，請勿善忘。

One night…

毋忘陸肆

Killing in Cumbria

Good that I saw this guy’s email this morning. I have this feeling in particularly after looking at the Cumbria’s killing news. I know UK is a big place, but who knows where this guy is at the moment, for he the free soul runs around with no boundaries. I do know where my other friends are in UK though.

It’s such a sad news. So many people died or injured. I honestly have no idea why people would go out and shoot others, whom they don’t know. Why on their way to hell they have to drag people along to grave as well? And leave endless pain for their families and friends? This reminds me about three years ago, April 16, 2007, massacre in Virginia Tech in US; and the school killing incidents happened in China last several months.

It’s very sad, and terrifying.

Deus nobiscum omnibus.

End of semester

I have finished my last test today, Latin test. I took this picture before the test. I really want to say I wasn’t doing quite well in the test, I forgot a lot of things… but I also want to be honest that I will get at least 95% of the test, which in other people’s standard, maybe I am not entitled to say “I did bad in the test”.

Now, exams are coming up.

Philosophy of Language, the hardest Philosophy paper I have ever done.

看罷黃凌鋒五千字網文

其實我對「思覺失調」這個名詞很陌生，還好世上有Wikipedia，給我一個大概。

與其談他的網文說些甚麼，我更想說人們的回應。有人因此針對教師和學校大造文章，有人替這為黃同學覺得不值，有人質疑黃同學思覺失調的嚴重程度，有人說根本不值得可憐，有人認為這是必然的生物淘汰，也有人純粹借勢買廣告。祝福的人有，落井下石的人有，畢竟網絡就是不太需要負責任的平台。

對黃同學的觀點，部份實在難以理解；然而對一眾無論是激進支持還是明顯唱反調的回應，背後寫出這些的人的心情，也很難明白。死者已矣，而這些還在這世界上生存的人，可能還在上學，可能已投身社會；或者是明日的社會棟樑，或者是今日的經濟支柱；這些這些，倒是叫我心底有點寒意。

正常的定義，在我看來總是那樣的模糊。

不是贊成自殺，我只是想說，其實一點也不是意外的行為。也不要以為只是他不珍惜生命，所以該死。可以愛自己，愛生命的話，誰不希望這樣做呢？如果閣下從來沒有質疑過自己的價值、生命的貴重性、愛與被愛的可能、接納與排斥、世界的好與壞、人和人之間的關係、孤獨與合群。。。那大概閣下是幸福的，或者想自殺的人在閣下眼中真的是該被淘汰的一類。

不，我沒有實際想過要自殺，因為我怕痛，也要漂亮。

不過，現在腦裡完全沒有任何自我傷害的圖片的我，甚至刻意想也覺得有點勉強的我，倒是對自己有點不習慣。就是空泛的感覺。當然，對一向熱愛生命的人而言，這大概是「犯賤」的心態，理該被淘汰。哈哈。

大概要做一個正常人，也不容易。

雨天

有些日子是晴，有些日子下雨。這是一個雨天。

有些雨天可以就這樣走出去，有些雨天要帶備傘子。這是一個每走到室外就要打傘的雨天。

有些雨天打傘兩人共行也可，有些雨天打傘還是擋不了四方八面。這是一個打傘與否鞋子、雙腳和袋子都會濕掉的雨天。

以往雨天總叫我鬱悶，現在我竟沒甚麼感覺，只是這樣的天氣還是使人高興不起來。哪天我可以享受人生到在這樣的雨天也能欣賞世界，大概我會很快樂吧。