30 April 2012

Bathing

Every night I bathe Caelum before his last bottle of milk. Caelum really likes playing in water.

Baby when can you bathe yourself so I don't have to be the only one that can do that every night? :P

26 April 2012

New home

Waiting for the LIM...

21 April 2012

New ukulele

Got my first 30th birthday present yesterday! It's from my dearest cousin and her boyfriend. Posted from Hong Kong, arrived on time!

Very cute ukulele! I am going to tune it today and play it to Caelum! Love it!

18 April 2012

Hurt

You were right, I was hurt.

I thought about it again in the shower from the beginning. I was angry not just about that twist, but also, before that, when I needed someone, and I thought she's the one on my side, she has chosen to tell him that "if you had told me before I would not let her know". She was not on my side from day one. Maybe it was a way to get close to them in expense of me. I immediately concluded I cannot trust a person like that. Twisted my words and telling people a completely different story made me angry, but that's after trust had sailed away. Oh yeah, and the facebook statuses.

And no, both of us know I can never pretend nothing has happened anymore.

I was surprised that you point to the very reason of my feeling and attitude. Other people probably think it's because of something else, or someone else. No, I was never that considerate for other people's business. It's actually about I, me and myself.

20th January 2010.

I was just reading the other blog. The dialogue I copied. I reread it. And, sorry all I have in mind is hate and despise.

17 April 2012

Family

Another family dinner... well you know what I mean.

Headache.

Caelum over 6 months old.…

Last night Nick and I left home for dinner without saying bye bye to Caelum. He found out we were missing, and cried non stop even though grandpa and grandma were there. Cried so hard then fell asleep. Woke up, slowly remembered we were not there, cried again, even cried in dinner time and didn’t want to eat. Grandpa took him out of the house and told him we were really not there, then he was unhappy but kinda stopped. I called and mum told me, so I video call them on my iphone. Caelum was not crying at first, but once he saw me on the screen and realised it’s me, he frowned and started crying again. Till we got home, hugged him, he’s back to his normal smiling face.

Funny boy, started to know parents are here or not here.

We have dressed him up for Nick’s brother wedding on Saturday. Caelum was very handsome, haha.

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05 April 2012

行為藝術。。。

。。。有時不明其所以然。