Little cub

I can foresee Caelum saying this to me…

Some past never past

There exist things that are too painful to revisit in our minds.

So I have chosen not to mention or read anything about them anymore.

Sometimes I still dream about some part of these in a raging way. Make me think whether I really have so much hate in me. But you said, my hate came from my love and it’s okay to say I am not okay.

I think I am okay though. I do not feel anything not okay at all. Just, from time to time, bad dreams remind me my hatred deep inside that is not resolved.

家庭遊

Taupo之旅乃是Caelum第一次去旅行，到外邊住宿了兩晚。第一晚他很乖，但我失眠；第二晚我很累很想睡，他又睡得不穩。

天氣非常晴朗。我們都很高興。

第二天幫灰色的小熊照了許多相呢！他在遊樂場樂不思蜀，在寒冷的天氣底下仍不願離開。

這次幸好有我爸媽一起去，可輪流看Caelum。

Remind me of you

Nearly everyday when I drive to work I see this man either at the bus stop or walking towards the bus stop. He looks a bit like you. Hmm, not exactly, he looks like you when you were younger and fatter.

Was it 2001? Was it? It's January right? The 26th? To be honest I do not have vivid memory of the date, but the day, that moment, I do remember.

Now he's a scientist, and we have a lovely child.

Miss you.