部份

人生滿是失望和悵然若失的事情，然而那也是生存的一部份。沒有這樣的失落，也不代表完美。

對著使人惆悵的事情，我開始看開了。塞翁失馬，焉知非福。命裡的事，乃命定的事，隨緣也好。

想得太好才會接受不了。

First Mother's Day as a mother

Today is the first Mother's Day since I have become a mother.

Yesterday Nicholas bought me some flowers. He said Caelum told him to buy me flower before he fell asleep.

I hope next year Caelum would understand what is Mother's Day!

Caelum's first swimming class

Today Caelum had his first swimming class. Before the class we went into the kid pool with Caelum. He liked it very much when I hit the water with my hands and made some sounds.

Then we had the swimming lesson. It's quite a bit of exercise for me actually. Caelum was not afraid but very serious and concentrated. I think he enjoyed it.

Although they say the water babies classes are from six months old, Caelum was the youngest. Other kids are at least a year old. It's good to start early though.

It was fun to swim with Caelum. :)

Conditional clause: Contrary to fact

If it was for me, I would be glad.

Feeding

I usually feed Caelum the first and the last bottle of milk. It's difficult in the morning because I want to sleep more, and difficult at night because sometimes he doesn't want to eat. Nevertheless those are some really good times.

Tonight I fed him with his last bottle, and now he's sleeping next to me. Yes, very bad, he's a but clingy recently.