Think to cope

Mors certa, hora incerta - death certain, hour uncertain. Things come when they have to come. When is the right time, and when is the wrong time? We don't know, we can't tell. One day we may know, maybe after 10 years, maybe after 30, maybe after 50, maybe till the day we meet our Lord, maybe never.

Vita aeterna - the life everlasting: I cannot grasp the meaning of this, still can't. To me it is not so important, yet it is an important thing. Sometimes I imagine people understand this in the way that comforts them.

Heart is beating fast this whole morning, pulse rate up at the 130 level. Not sure why and I believe it's not normal. Caelum is a bit restless too, usually he is quite quiet during morning to midday.