Wondering

Sometimes I still wonder why and how come I am pregnant. It's not a negative thought, I just wonder, and find it interesting. Why would someone like me have decided to have kid? How did the juries in my heart come to this verdict? It's very interesting, very.

So how our lives will be transformed by the arrival of Caelum? I know for sure there will be heaps of changes but I cannot predict the quantity. Good or bad? Easy or hard?

All I know for sure now is that my brain is going to run slower because it already does at the moment. :(